I believe things will be better soon
I want to tell y'all something, but I don’t want to sound dramatic…
On a related note.
I wrote a letter today… I wasn’t lying in it. I just ultimately don’t see a positive outcome in all this… But… I wasn’t lying in my letter, I just don’t know if that’s enough
I’m ok…
I’m thinking… You know how many girls I’ve gone on dates with, some maybe even “dated” and I don’t even remember their names… Lots… Lol… Some I might walk right by without even recognizing them…
Now I don’t date anyone… And i just wish I had this good sense years ago
I got a letter from a friend… Well… We aren’t friends anymore… I fucked that up… I would tell you how, but it’s too embarrassing. Let’s just say I was inconsiderate of her time and literally left her alone for like 40 mins, only to show back up like HEY 😁… She smiled and nodded, and and we hugged goodbye, the next day she told me to never speak to her again. Anyway… I got a letter… I love writing letters. I don’t even know if she knew that, but…. In it she said she misses our friendship sometimes… It was mind blowing. I really thought she would never say that, I wasn’t a great friend, but we wereee great friends, ya know? We experienced and learned so much together. I wrote her back and I told her how I’ve been, told her that I think of her often… WAIT… Just be be clear, we were just friends, likeeee, we never did the deed or anything, but we were growing together at a point… This is yearssss ago… Ok ok… So I told her I missed our chats and I told her I’m sorry. I didn’t ask for us to try to be friends again, or include my number in the letter. Actually I basically said, I totally understand her and didn’t want to cop a plea then and don’t want to now. I, I don’t know, I low key feel like, if you really like someone, and you are causing them pain, then you will just leave them alone… So anyway, I put the letter in the mail… Letters are weird cause there is no *text read* notification. So who knows if she even got it. I didn’t really expect her to write me back, and it’s been a while… But I hope she did get, in the letter I told her she was amazing, and I wanted her to know that. That I thought that, and that I’m aware I fucked it all up.
what e do baybee?
















